2 Timothy 4:10

Oh my dear friend, the sun of my life in the the cold weather, the
one best Friend and super-glorious companion who never left me in the
deadness of this sin, my bone-friend who showed us the way. But dear,
what happened?, what did You encoutered along the way? What did You
get stumbled at? Dear did You missed the mark?, but dear i remember
You once told me that the things of This world is passing away having
no Sense of confidence to be trusted in?, dear You once spake to my
bold twingling ears this words which totally turned my heart from it,
You ellaborated This to me: you said vividely This even when i haven’t
knew it is in the Bible, You said it, i got it, You made emphasis on
it and that went down-deep the marrows of my bones, interpreting
itself saying “LOVE NOT THE WORLD NEITHER THE THINGS IN THE WORLD, IF
ANY MAN LOVE THE WORLD, THE LOVE OF THE FATHER IS NOT IN HIM(1 John
2:15). Bro i still remember You zoomed further down the line saying to
me “FOR ALL THAT IS IN THE WORLD, THE LUST OF THE FLESH, THE LUST OF
THE EYES AND THE PRIDE OF LIFE, IS NOT OF THE FATHER, BUT IS OF THIS
WORLD(vs. 16) and You spoke more saying “AND THE WORLD PASSETH AWAY
AND THE LUST THEREOF: BUT HE WHO DOETH THE WILL OF GOD ABIDETH
FOREVER!!!”(vs. 17)
Bro i can feel the impact of the dept of my mind as it bring me into
the limelight of conciousness to Follow truthfullness , it staggard
and gave me the phenominum to think aright. My bro my quest now is,
who took You to babylon? Who made You to wallow in the mire You drew
most of us from? I can see myself in that condition earlier before You
told us that all these things never made sense, dear You showed us the
way to be washed, You led us to HIM and we were made clean, but dear
my heart-breaking thought now is that i can’t see You in that your
destined position any longer, You are not longer the flag bearer of
the song:

” It pays to serve Jesus i speak from my heart
He ‘ll always be with us when we do our part,
There’s Nothing in This wide-world can pleasure afford,
I will be a true Soldier, i die at my post”.

My bro am really depressed seeing You are coming down the ladder You
have very much advanced so higher on, i can still stick out one on
thought then saying “WHO CAN SEPERATE US FROM THE LOVE OF CHRIST?
SHALL TRIBULATION, OR DISTRESS, OR PERSECUTION……?(Rom. 8:35)”. The
vomit You drove us away from, bro Why are You coming back licking it?
You told us also Then that You have a targer which You called “HEAVEN”
in which sworn that Nothing can take You away from the view and that
You can’t afford missing it. Bro you made us catch the fire but bro i
can see that You have lost the flow. You made us got invaded by the
power of speaking in tongues but bro where are those gifts?
Bro You told us that looking unto Jesus, the Author and finisher of
our Faith, but bro did You lost FOCUS? Oh my dear bro i cry tears
putting down this derge, putting down the staff of power You beared
relentlessly make me weep and desire Your understanding to make the
U-turn to your direction of your first love i earger to cling to. Bro
i can view out that You also told us that “Though a righteos man falls
seven times, that He will surely rise again”. Bro This i know that you
can rise again, take up You staff where you left it and You arms of
Faith at the known position where You dropped them, take it up i urge
You my mentor because there are still many fervent things i will still
and wanna learn from You. That our evangelism and Morning cry, i still
have it in mind that we can still do it when we agree in This greater
power!
Dear Please hear me and come back, Am eargerly waiting!!!